I NEED TO GET OUT!

arrrrrrghhhhhhhh! I am Damn bored," its raining its pouring the old man is snoring" so cant go out, since I have terrible cold, cant do anything I like,I will end up with pneumonia if I go out again.(since I ate ice cream while walking in the heavy rain, but I don't regret it one bit)
I badly want to go home,I miss sri lanka , I miss my nosy aunties and my annoying little cousins , I miss having conversations with my dad and mum.I Want to have pol sambol with bath and watch a sinhala teledrama ,Why is life so boring when ur alone? spending time with the most annoying little cousin of mine seems to be lot more fun than spending it here in this country...
All my friends go home in weekends and I am left alone in this bloody apartment. I feel like I am in jail.may be jail is better than this.. I don't know what to write even, my mind is a jumble,
I cant go out and enjoy since I am soooooooo broke as well.
I am ALONE,BORED,BROKE n HOME SICK! Can life suck more than this....
I cant take this anymore , need to get out before I go insane!
Wish i could go 10 years back :(

Am I losing u?

Am I losing u little by little,
Because I end up in tears every night,
U say ur helpless but so am I,
Is this fate I ask myself,
Can it be so cruel,
To hurt me like this,
Over and over again,
I am going to lose all my happiness,
My dreams,hopes and specially u,
Ur the one who made me smile
Now ur the one whose making me weep
We are loosing each other,
Even Without a fight,
how can u give up hope,
without even trying at all,

When was the last time u held my hand?
When was the last time we laughed,
If I knew that was it,
I would never have let that moment pass,
So is this the end,
Should I tell u good bye,
knowing that I wont see u or ur sweet smile again,
So many happy memories,
So many promises kept,
Memories will fade,
Promises will be broken,
Time will make us forget it all,
But how long it will take ,
To mend a Broken Heart,
All I am asking u to just give it a try,
For once and for all,
Oh! how I wish this was all a bad dream,
And that tomorrow will dawn bright and new!

Crazy 7!

Aiyooo this tagging business! I am down with a cold, but I don't want to be the last to post this because then i will end up with no one to tag!
I have been tagged by Mees and Acromantula. thanks guys!

The rules:

• Link your tagger and list these rules on your blog.
• Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog, some random, some weird.
• Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs.
• Let them know they have been tagged by leaving a comment on their blog.

k now for my weird and random 7

1. I have to apply lotion on my feet at least 10 times a day or I will feel dry and wouldn't be able to fall asleep.

2.I taste SOAP every now and then (new soap before using)

3.I wish I was tall , slim and had straight hair and could wear earrings(yeah i cant wear earrings because my ears gets infected) :((

4. I cant fake smile , If I am angry or mad with someone or dont like speaking to someone ,I cant hide it. My face will give me away.

5.Sometimes I feel jealous when my parents pet my nieces and nephews.

6.I am Addicted to F.R.E.I.N.D.S, I need to watch at least one episode everyday.

7. I think I am psychic (haha) because most of the time ,I can guess what people are thinking and can feel if something is going wrong! actually I have lot of fun because of this.

Since almost everyone is tagged, I am only going to tag Elhamza , Spiced and Thakshila

OMG I FEEL LIKE I LOST THE WORLD'S WORTHIEST GOLD!

I am sad , I dont know what to do, nothing seems to be working. I just want it back!
dont get confused with all my complaining , this is the thing yesterday i went to the SUNWAY water park with my friends and i had sooooooooooo much fun but it ended up in big disappointment!

When I saw the clean blue shimmering water and all those fancy water thingys, I just forgot rest of the world ,I just wanted to Jump in and swim away, and thats exactly what I did, but just as I jumped in I realized that I had my phone inside my pocket , I took it out and it looked fine , but just when I was handing it to my friend who was outside , It slipped drom my hand and went diving in to the water.. but it was soon rescued and kept outside. It looked ok that time and it was working, so I thought, ah its ok and just continued having fun... at the end of the trip only I remembered to check my phone, it wasn't working and it was full of water, my friends tried everything they could, and on the way back we gave it to a phone repair place, the stupid man who was working there just looked at my phone and told it will cost 150RM to repair i said its ok, but then he took out all the parts and applied thinner on it (which by the way ruined my housing )then he just gave me the phone like its a piece of crap telling, "cannot do anything la , its ruined"..
I cried all the way back It was a birthday gift and it was an expensive phone (nokia N76) and it was only 4 months old . I LOVED THE PHONE so much , I dunno why I didn't take care of it properly.
So my BF gave his phone for me to use, but he didn't have one , so i couldn't contact him untill now, it was a very miserable day.
Everyone told to give it to a Nokia service center and today we went to give it to the Nokia service center but it was closed( how lucky am I?), and I tried some other places, they said they can repair it,but i want to give it to Nokia , So my friend told that he will take it there tomorrow , I hope it works. Because I dont feel the same without it and also i dont want to go through the process of choosing a new phone and stuff,anyway my dad will go crazy if I ask him money for a new phone.
Please please I wish and pray It will be ok, because I loved my sweet red phone.

I cant Help Crying :(
Saddest part is I cant blame anyone because It was my mistake!!